i am menstruating. 





...and i'm not experiencing pain.

"vision" simply means their eyes are open and they look for themselves, rather than believe whatever other people tell them.  as it becomes more and more apparent that public opinion is manufactured by the propaganda machine solely for the purpose of supporting the war machine, more and more people are starting to open their eyes and have a looksee around at this world of ours, instead of just relying on the teevee or newspaper to tell us what the powers-that-be would have us think our world is like.

i tried to give away my heart. 
but nobody wanted it.
it's not what you'd call pretty,
and it's scarred up real bad,
and it hurts all the time.

if i put a high enough price tag on it
maybe then somebody might want it?

oh no.  i'm not falling for that trick again.  do you know what happens when you score too high on those stupid tests?  they give you lots more awful tests, is what they do!  it's f*ing torture to be labelled a "genius" ... no thanks!

i'm right where i'm supposed to be...


i learn something new every day. i will maybe admit that i feel old when i stop learning new things...  fair enough? 


emotions don't have any sort of "use by" expiration date

third cousin, twice removed

heretic

when i was a very little girl, someone gave me a shiny red raincoat.  it had big pockets and a matching shiny red hat to go with it.  i thought it was the coolest raincoat ever.  i was very excited to wear it to school, but when i got there all the other kids were mean and they made fun of my marvelous jacket.  so i never wore it again.

whatever art i am currently making

friendstacy.deviantart.com
it's constantly changing.  today it's apophysis, tomorrow i might go back to using fabrics.  but the reason i switched to digital art is because it don't pile up all in the house like my other projects always do.  (instead i shall soon require an external hard drive)  hahaha  :-)

(scratches head)

what a stupid question.  it's like asking what is the relationship between grasshoppers and eyeballs.  depends if we are talking about grasshoppers' eyes or some other creature, yeah? 

my number one problem with the way this question is phrased:  physical health is not the same critter as spiritual health.  if you are going to divide your spirituality out of the rest of everything else, that means it opposes, sits opposite to, the physical.  and, if you do that, you are leaving out the other two parts, the emotional and the psychological.  there are four elements, if you are gonna divide it all up, like you have been taught to do.  not two (duality).  not three (holly trinity, anyone?).  there's four.

oh but your newage religion preaches that you must not divide things up, that all is one.  hahahahahaha  (they lie to you, too.  just like all the other religions.)  fire is not water is not air is not earth.  there's four parts.  and if you only have three parts, you are denying the presence of one.  and if you have two parts, you are denying the presence of the other two.  ...and if you have one part, are you denying the presence of three, or are you denying any and all individuality in favor of conformity and homogenization, in favor of assimilation into the one, the hive, where there is no free will and no individuality, and no thinking (aloud) allowed?