you know, the nearer your destination...

*giggles*

Are you an introspective sort?
yes

Can you predict how you'll behave in certain situations?
no

Do you know what you love, or what your calling is?
yes

a drum, a flute, and a banjo

eat no gluten

paradise waits...

(i'm singing, see.  this happens quite often.)

paradise is waiting for me.  very patiently.  it's there, tho.  i know it is.  somewhere real closeby.  destiny, on the other hand, does not wait.  she is always two steps ahead of me, taunting me with all the things i have not yet done.

oh, if i was "enlightened" i'd be playing that spiritual heirarchy game.  it's not a game i would much like to play, though.  i don't like it when some folks think they're better than others.  hate that shit, actually.  if i was enlightened, i'd have me a million followers bowing and scraping and slobbering over every word i speak.  i'd have ten million voices singing my song, and every one of them would be wrong.  if i were enlightened, the world would be a very very dark place in which to live.  no thanks.

if world peace and freedom is the ultimate goal, everybody has to do their part.  it's not so much that i want anyone to help me, i want everyone to help themselves.  the system of abusive control is disintegrating, falling apart.  it is up to us if we allow freedom to happen.  history does not have to repeat itself.  we do not have to keep making the same mistakes over and over again.  we don't have to trade one corrupt government for another.  we don't need any institution to tell us what is right and wrong, we have it within ourselves to make our own decisions.

well, there's this thing my husband did with his tongue...

(or how opposition is orchestrated to create false revolutions)

dave said:
"more were killed using the stories about 7/7 than in it."

likewise with 9/11. it's always about justifying more war, killing more people. the same lawmakers who always say "thou shalt not kill" twisting words around and getting away with bloody murder. plain and simple it is.

regardless the high concentration of troll activity on this site (and others), i don't think the people are really so foolish as to believe it's a reflection of the real world. just as the teevee world is a far cry from the one in which i live, and the newspaper only reflects what the media wants us to think is happening rather than what the world is really like, such antics are transparent. people don't want to be told what to think. we want to think for ourselves. when someone attempts to deny us this freedom, we see it for what it is. propaganda exists, not just to make you believe the lies, but perhaps even moreso to make you afraid to admit you disagree with that particular version of reality, the one known as the official story.

thanks dave!!!


originally posted at
http://tpuc.org/forum/viewtopic.php?f=36&t=1600&start=10#p10118
i am saving my words posted at tpuc, should the moderators there deem it necessary to silence my voice, as it interferes with their plan for world domination through false revolution.


they can't help it dave. there's a major disadvantage to being on the payroll. in order to stick to the agenda means that the players are not allowed to question the authority that tells them what to do. this is the power in freedom, as we all have individual strengths, which were we part of a group working towards "the greater good" (or common purpose, or democracy, or whatever name you want to give any particular brand of groupthink, it's all the same) would be watered down to the point of mediocrity, at best. to obey authority means to allow someone else do your thinking. it seems to work much better when we do our own thinking, and make our own decisions.

the universe multi-verse revealed itself to me
an infinite number of possibilities
limitless...  timeless...
and asked me one simple question:
which one do you want to experience?

it's all about the experience, not the goal.  when you have a goal always in mind, there is fear of failure, and it prevents you from enjoying the experience itself.  another problem with goal-tending is that it is an expectation for things to be a certain way in the future.  it's like if you were to carry a target around with you, instead of letting your arrows fly.  can't get anything done that way.



we can change the words tho.  change the way we look at it.  that changes the whole answer.  what if, instead of thinking of a goal we are struggling to acheive, what if we knew where we were going?  that is the difference between a goal and a vision.  vision doesn't come with an expiration date, goals do.  having vision is not wishing for the future to be a certain way, but trusting our knowledge of how it will be when we get there.  and getting there is all the fun!

i would like to know that the surprises won't ever stop!  :-)

i didn't give my authority away.  it was taken, flat-out stolen from me before i was even born!  when my parents (likely my mother) sent off to the government for a birth certificate, she didn't know what she was doing.  she had no idea she was selling me into servitude to the state.  they don't tell you that.  they don't tell you that you don't have to consent.  they don't tell you that you have any choice in the matter at all.  they just tell you that's how it's done, and people do it, because the LAW says...

if you think the USA government treated only the so-called "minorities" poorly, well maybe you need to rethink things a bit.  what was done to the native americans in our past, is being done to all of us now.  they steal our babies.  make them go to state schools (or church, you always have that option) for brainwash programming.  they steal anything we might think we own (did you register your car, your home with uncle sam?  your marriage?!!  do you know what that means?).  we pay taxes hand over fist to support a war that we don't want!!  since when has any "representative" in government actually spoken for what the people want?  never.  they never did.  and they never will.  it's all a big trick.  to make us give our authority away.

everybody here talking about being their own authority.  bullshit.  you pay taxes every time you spend any money, every time you earn any money.  you know that what we call "money" is debt.  you know this.  i know you do.  you know debt is slavery.  and still you call yourself your own authority?  HA!

did you know i live in teletubby land? you should see the cute fuzzy bunnies and squirrels frolicking about the green hills and trees. (except here we got some really big birds that eat small mammals. Hawks, they're way cool.) ...we've got this little problem, though. LaaLaa is scared and upset because TinkyWinky won't listen to the loudspeaker's mandates anymore. and the tone coming out of the loudspeaker is starting to sound most urgent, frightening Dipsy who wants to dance with TinkyWinky past their bedtime but isn't sure if he should or not. And little Po, she just sits there and giggles as she throws rocks at the NuuNuu. whatever shall we do?

(originally posted 08 december 08 at www.informationliberation.com)

If you had no money in the bank, no job, and no prospects of bringing in any money soon, what would you do?

um...  that basically describes my economic situation, for the past eight years now!  eight years ago, i became somebody's mom.  my job is to raise these kids, not to go earn money so i can afford to pay someone else to raise them for me.

my life used to be filled with stress.  my body was tearing itself apart, bit by bit.  i was not well.  i am so much better now that i started healing.  but i still have a long way to go.


nobody sings this song better than Kris.  he makes it a happy song, one about freedom.  janis ruined it by singing about heartache instead.  *shrugs*  guess she never figured it out.

economic structure prevents sustainable living.  it is what keeps us chained to the corrupt system that is controlling our lives and raping the planet for profits.

what we call "money" is actually debt. debt is slavery.
a life without debt is not very difficult for me to understand.
what would motivate people? oh, their own inner drives.

money motivates greed and competition, which is the basis of today's abusive society, fair enough. but it doesn't have to be that way. without such abusive controls, people would help each other.

what if we had no debt, no mortgage to pay, no bank loans? would there be any reason to keep going to work fifty hours a week, making our bosses rich while we can barely buy enough to feed our babies for all the taxes they take out of our paychecks before we even get them?

what if, instead of for money, people made computers because they liked doing it? if it wasn't all about money, they wouldn't need all the spyware and buggy software they sell to us now. we could have machines that work, rather than crash. the technology is there, there's no reason for the crap out on the market today.

what if people grew food because they wanted to feed others?  there's plenty of food.  so much, in fact, the government pays farmers to *not* grow crops!

if you take out the money/greed factor, you take out any reason for anyone to try to screw anyone else over. people would help each other, if they were aware of that as a valid option. but the public is kept ignorant of the forces that control their lives, else the control would fail, as is starting to happen now.

without the central controls (ie, government, religion, and money), the world would not come to a screeching halt. i can't see freedom as a bad thing, no matter what i've seen in hollywood movies to the contrary, no matter what they told me in school, i know that history is all wrong. i know that the present situation is a result of lies and trickery. and i know that if we keep digging for the truth that has been buried deep under those lies, the future is going to be a wonderful place for my children to raise their children.

dignity!
that's all we need.
if everyone had it,
the abuses would stop.
what if it were no longer tolerated
for anyone to ever feel
not worthy?













from Plato's Republic:
423e These orders we give then, Adeimantus, are neither as numerous nor as important as one might think. Indeed, they are all insignificant, provided, as the saying goes, that they guard the one great thing, though I'd rather call it sufficient than great.
What's that?
Their education and upbringing, for if by being well educated they become reasonable men, they will easily see things for themselves, as well as all the other things we are omitting... (emphasis mine ~s)

424b To put it briefly, those in charge must cling to education and see that it isn't corrupted without their noticing it, guarding it against everything. Above all, they must guard as carefully as they can against any innovation in music and poetry or in physical training that is counter to the established order. And they should dread to hear anyone say:

i have been blessed with vision, so that i might see things others are afraid to see.
and i have been blessed with my voice, so that i might tell of the things i see.

you are what you is

how'd you get that black eye, little girl?

c&p here to make it easier to find my words, as i no longer frequent the site they were originally posted.  to set the scenario, trolls were attacking gordon brown, to create division, as is being presented in the media news.  feel free to substitute obama's name, or even bush, it still applies, i think.

so stacy responds in this manner:



gordon brown isn't any more to blame than any of the rest of us. that's right. i said it. it's not his fault he's a mind-controlled puppet. can you imagine the sheer amount of trauma-based mind-control he must have suffered in his early childhood? atrocious.

*****

the way mindcontrol works is that most decent folks can't see it. it starts before the child is born, with doctors telling mom what she can and cannot do, telling her all the things that might go wrong, keep the pregnant women in a state of fear. this changes baby's brain chemistry. like all good jews, gordon probably had a piece of his penis cut off as an infant. repeated traumas are necessary for such programming. then add to it ritual incest and sacrifice, there is no telling the horrors he experienced as a child, long before the age of five, when schools take over the torture and programming from parents who are only doing what society tells them to do.

mind control is not a lack of awareness, it's based upon fear. it is a conscious decision to hurt others. in order to grow such a big ego as it takes to be a part of such governments that abuse other people on such large scale, first the victim is taught that he has no worth. religion does this quite effectively for most of us, with the notion of original sin, we are all born bad and need to be saved.

but any mother can tell you that babies are not born evil. they have to be taught to be evil, by evil people doing evil things to them. this creates a mindset that believes abuse equals power equals control equals strength, and to not be abusive is a weakness. this is how politicians are molded into the monsters you see today.

socialism is simply another abusive form of government, no more acceptable to me than the lie they call democracy. i'm not buying it, no matter what lies are being told on the tv.

what seems to be happening in the news is that gordon brown is the fall guy for all the evils of government. they can blame him, the masses will be somewhat appeased, and government will keep doing what all government does, that is, abuse people. for authority to rule over anyone else's actions is abuse. for a heirarchy to exist, it depends upon abuse, and the fact that abused people usually abuse others in turn.

pyschopaths are the ones in power, because they are the ones who believe in abusive power over others. we have all been tricked, led to believe that this is for our own good, to be governed by this system of abuse. now humanity in general seems to be healing from the abuses of the past. we don't want to be abused anymore. we just want to be allowed to make our own decisions for ourselves. this we are not allowed to do in this system whereby governments tell us what we are allowed to do (calling it "rights") and threaten us with punishments for not obeying the law.

******

it is when someone says "trust me" that i instantly start to question their motive. it is when someone says "believe me" that i instantly question whether it is such a good idea to trust anything they might have to say. it is when someone asks me what do i think, rather than telling me what to think, that i am set free.

the "for you" part has been removed from the question, as has the word "today"
oh, darn.  now it looks like i ought to remove the "highest" from there too... but i'll leave it.  tomorrow maybe i'll explain why i do not believe in any sort of heirarchical control system, which the wording of this question (and most of those others too) reflects...

i want peace.  i want peace not for me, but for the entire world.  and i won't shut up about it until we get it.  but today i have cupcakes to bake for my oldest child's birthday party.  those kids are the reason for everything, you know.  they deserve to grow up free to be who they want to be, and not who society tells them they should be.  ponder on that.  i'll catch y'all later!

when i don't have to say "i told you so"