do you have a home?

i am not spiritually homeless.  i do not agree with your religion that promises you a better somewhere else if you act right and are an obedient slave to the abusive Master.  Earth is my home.  i like it here.  maybe it's not your home.  maybe that's why your society trashes the place and hates it here so much, and why you would believe those religions that promise to reward you with escape from this world, this reality, in which we live.  those same religions tell you how inferior you are, tell you how bad you are.  your God is an abusive father whose words whittle away at your self-esteem and self-respect to the point you allow Him to tell you what is and is not allowed.  i already had one abusive father in my life, i don't need another.  i don't need anybody else's rules to dictate how i should act.  i don't need your morals and values to be a good person.  i don't need the promise of paradise, for i'm already there!  and when i die, guess what?  i'll still be here!  why would i want to go to your heaven, anyway?  free will is not allowed there, you know.  in heaven, everyone knows everything, so there are no choices to be made, no chance of making mistakes, or of learning from them.  don't sound much like fun to me.  no thanks.  i do not believe the crap they tell us. 

i'm not buying it.  why should you?  are you simply too terrified of the consequences, the punishments meted out by your vengeful God, should you choose not to obey His Law?  oh, and before you start to think i'm only talking about christians, you're wrong about that.  i'm talking about all the religions.  even your newage mumbo-jumbo for chicken-shits who want to think they are thinking, but still want someone else to tell them what to think.  all of those religions are based upon a lie, many lies.  no, not truth.  surely there is truth in them, else nobody would believe any of it.  but the foundation is a con, a trick, a lie.  the lie is that some beings are superior than others, that there is a pecking order, and those with more power, more control over other people lives, are somehow better.  not just human pecking order, oh no!  this extends into the spiritual realm (oh, which i do not separate from this physical reality in which we live, that there's another one of those lies).  your religion would have you believe that the gods are somehow better than us!  hahahaha  ain't that a hoot?  first, you refuse to acknowledge their presence in our world.  and then, when you can no longer deny the reality of things unexplained, you believe that somehow not having a physical body makes spirit beings superior to humans!!  what a load of crap.

this is where we are right now.  right here.  you are not evolving into something better.  you are not going to wake up one day and have all the answers.  you can find the right questions to ask.  but that's not allowed, asking questions.  it's bad, it's wrong, it's a sin to speak of such unthinkable things, much less question what you have been told, or why you were told what you were.  the best you can do is to keep making mistakes and learn from them. but that's not allowed either.  it's frowned upon.  somehow it makes you a bad person, so the obedient god-loving(fearing) slaves can think of themselves as somehow better than you because they follow the right rules, and pray to the right god, and never make any decisions for themselves before first making sure it's been approved by their superiors.  that's not living.  what is life if you don't make any mistakes, ever?  what is life if you don't learn something new every day?  no wonder so many people imagine this existence to be torturous and miserable.  no wonder they would seek to escape from this reality.  well, i'm not them.  i like it here.  i'm staying.

so when your angels come to take you away, go....  please.
or maybe it's the aliens.  whatever.  i don't believe they are superior to me.  i know better than that.  but maybe you're enticed by the idea of being part of the collective, joining the hive, losing your body, living as spirit, but you will still be abused and not allowed to make your own decisions, what is "for the good of the group" will still matter most, not what is good for you or good for any of the other symbiotes, individually.  you seem to wish to sacrifice your individuality in exchange for the chance to play god, or to be one with all, or whatever other nonsense they've told you that makes you think humans are inferior beings that need such nasty controls to keep us acting right.  you will still be threatened with punishment (oh, maybe the threat will be you'll have to come back to earth! hahaha) if you don't obey, if you dare to make your own decisions.  and once you are already in the promised land, what's left to reward you with if you do obediently follow all the dictates of your abusive Master?  i don't know.  some scams are just scams, cons, lies, tricks.  bullshit is what it is.  and the reason we are told to believe it is because some people want the power to control others.  this is what's wrong in our world.  not the world itself.  not human nature.  but control issues, abusive authority that would deny us freedom, simply because somebody maybe told them they were better than the rest of us, that they were helping us by forcing us to obey their rules, their laws, their morals. 

abuse is never a good thing.  period.  spiritual abuse is perhaps the worst kind of them all.  look real close at what your religion is telling you.  ask yourself why.  why should you believe it?  why should you obey those rules?  are you just too afraid that you won't ever figure it out on your own, that you feel it is okay to give away your power to choose for yourself, to think for yourself?